I remember sword fighting
with maraschino cherry stems
coca-cola cocktail swords
I remember dirt clod afternoons
punching loose teeth
and skateboard bloody knees
I remember diagnosis
wetting sheets
and fear of needles
I remember bowling alleys
scary movies
backyard cookouts
I remember clumsy kisses
musty basements
careless summer months
I remember happiness
in fallen leaves
crunching beneath my feet
I remember my first fist fight
choking on a cigarette
my first time getting high
I remember mischief
breaking bottles
behind supermarkets
I remember
my first heartache
the emptiness inside
Dwell, I can’t help but…
I mean well
but I can’t change my makeup
Why remember
the words
to a forgotten dream
I remember
because it’s
a poem I need to breathe