Note to Self

Spill forth
never mind the carpet
never mind your clothes
spill forth

let it out
never mind pretense
never mind offenses
let it all come out

you’re doing damage
to your brain
your head
is getting soft

you’re doing damage
to your heart
holding
it all inside

you are a stifled geyser
ready to blow
you could be a beautiful star
instead you implode

you feel the pain
deep in your gut
but
you never trust it

you feel the knife
rusting in between
your ribs
and you focus on it

you forget that
you are a mountain
that you can move
things with your mind

you ignore that
you are important
from matter you came
and you will return

yet you matter
in multiverses
you are a stone
that cannot be displaced

you could be a beautiful star
yet you choose to implode

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2 thoughts on “Note to Self

  1. I shared it on my Twitter. Great poem. I like the self reflection and the inner turmoil. You capture well with the use of a star and implosion; this makes me think of a super nova, when a star comes back on itself and becomes even denser and hotter to the point where it explodes back out. Well done. Thank you for sharing.

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