Stop motion sundial
Sowing seeds of denial
Smashing disembodied head
Against the fourth wall
Somnambulant suicidal sawed-off
Pointed in the wrong direction
Unable to erect a mission statement
Blood on the mirror
Not actually upon face
Shadows ripping apart at seams
Got to get to the bottom
Of this Escher-esque catchall
Reliving nightmares from
Past life pillow cases
Roadblock up ahead
Already slumped over on the shoulder
Hillbilly hiccup hotrod holy days
Mumbling a safe word
Sighing lines of cyanide
The left hand pretends not to know
What the right one rinses off
Monthly Archives: June 2014
Found (spoken)
Ironic Poem
It’s 84 degrees in Denver.
Hot sun bakes cracked concrete
in the overpriced parking lot
off Cleveland Place.
Suckers. Glad I don’t park here, I think,
and I walk along 16th Street
shaded by the towering
Sheraton and U.S. Bank buildings,
sipping my small four-dollar coffee.
Sensing the irony of it,
I sit down on a hot bench
in the blistering sun
and through my faded denim jeans
I feel my ass cheeks burn.
Analgesia
I need an anesthesiologist
to bring my feelings back a notch
I think, wouldn’t it be fun to feel no pain
like that Blond Giant
from the Millennium Trilogy
congenital analgesia
to not feel the spike going in
and still be nailed to the floor
to peel back the layers and never blink an eye
Quiet Kind of Sick
To all those born with slow-burning deformities,
victims of a long con unraveling;
the ones who, outwardly, seem just fine,
but smolder on the inside;
those not bleeding out or shriveled up;
having ten fingers, ten toes;
possessing sharp sight & quick wits,
yet suffering inside;
on the surface so serene,
their smiles conceal a silent cry
to all those with a quiet kind of sick:
I am not loud, and I know I’m not alone
Vital
I do
not need daily
reminders that I am
integral and more than valid—
vital
Looming Jupiter
I am pleased to share Looming Jupiter, the third collaboration between JohnnyOsi and myself. I’m really happy with the way it turned out. All music and production by JohnnyOsi.
https://soundcloud.com/johnnyosi/looming-jupiter
Of Bums and Bus Stop Preachers
Bus stop preachers
think they’re going to save
all the passersby
on the corner of
Transients & Businessmen
thinking they’ll transfer
lost souls with their litter-ature
they hand out
Preacher Man, I’ve no use for your pamphlet
Before I arrive
at this bustling intersection
dripping degradation
I pass a bum campground
around St. John’s Cathedral
a hundred men
two hundred outstretched hands
Homeless Man, I haven’t a dime for you
Hands out
Handing out
Begging
Giving
Damning
& Saving
This is not the fix we’re asking;
not the gift we seek
Out of Sorts
Feeling out of sorts
like a stinky old gym sock
searching for its mate,
all mangled & threadbare
sunk in a laundry basket
of upper crust linen
Vividity
I want to be
her dream’s vividity
and still be valid upon waking